I MISS HER

Loving n missing my baby,,
:-*

BBY, DONT B THIS WEAK OKAY??? WE'LL GET THRU THIS ALRITE? I SAYANG U SGT2... TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF DARLING.. B STRONG SAYANG, N I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR U, ALWAYS BE.. :-*.. SABA KAE SAYANG?? I DO N DEEPLY LOVE U..

Hey people, long time never post luh... Hahaha.. Kinda, urr, wat u call a pemalas luh. Hahaha.. Kae anyways, me and her, i donnoe... Complicated.. But for wat i noe, i love her very much, i do.. and alwaes do... We cry, we are hurt, we sad, we had slipless nights.. Haha... Told u we have many2 things in common.. Never forget that confrontation i get though, but funny taw, fir and adi hiding behind the wall, mcm kaypo gitu... hahaha.. Then my mum npk wati lepak-ing wit adi's parents.. My mum suspect that she is telling bout me and kamilia... I dont noe.. Mayb its her prob wit minareps n matreps tak akan jad.. i dont care, i still love her, n no one can stop me from lovibng her, unless its her.... bt still i love her... idk, this relationship i went thru is very2 different from wat i had.. That hurt fils so freaking deep, n i noe she wud fil that too... Bt as i sae, BBY, U ARE NOT AT FAULT.. NO ONE HERE TO BLAME AT, MAYBE ITS AN ANOTHER TEST FROM HIM... So lets just bare with it okay? I love u more than ever.. Ur smell, alwaes sticks wit me.. idk y.. i seem to have smell this sweet scent of her everywhere i go.. lets now stick together, went thru this thick n thin together... im here if u nid me,, alwaes... i love u syng... i alwaes do...n missing u like i never did... till here people..., i love you bby......

Baby, im really sorry.. I wasnt trying to play behind ur back, i wasnt trying to cheat u, i wasnt trying to hurt u.. After the talk i had from you, i noe that i am guily, i am bad, im in the wrong.. Im sorry sayang.. I did a lot of things to hurt u, u tetap sabar.. I really wanna apologise from the bottom of my heart.. Im really sorry.. I dont want any arguments, quarrels, fite anymore wit you.. Im sorry.. And that day when wati told me , i just cant believe her at all, i sengaje suroh call u, coz i really wan u to cum down, n hear what she sae is true, bt ya, u're watching tv, n takmo luh, i taknak kacau u.. If ur final answer was moving on tad, i dont noe wat wud eventually happen to me... I really do not want u to leave me.. I donnoe who shud i turn to other than u, u're everything to me... I will change, just for u, i wanna b wit u as long as possible, if possible, till death.. "After all that we've been through, I will make it up to you.. I promise u.." This is for real, its just, up to u to trust me or not alrite? I noe from now on, it's hard to gain trust... I wanna b happy wit u, i wanna c u smile, laugh, bt i cant, u dnt wanna see me for the time being.. Its early in the morning now, i told u kan i takot.. I dont noe y, i had a nap tad, i mimpi u wit aidil uh, and i was rite in front of you when kiss him.. I woke up shivering, scared, i cnt slip, i hope u did.. I do not want that to happen, never... I dont noe y it must b him, y not other guys.. I want that old u back.. I love u so much, bt its kinda different filing when u say u are now loving me, nt as alwaes... I will fite agen to love u, to care for u, to miss u.. N i hope u will do the same, just like alwaes.. I dont wanna move on, i dont wanna forget you, i dont wanna get over you.. NO! I want you, i wanna love you, i want you, just you... Forgive me my love, i really love you n i hope u are back to the old u.. Kamilia, i love you...

Hellos people.. Hehe.. Ermm, weekend was boring, except for a win for my beloved Arsenal 3-1 against Birmingham.. Hahaha.. N ya, sorry to those LIVERPOOL fans out there.. Hahaha.. The beach ball just got on ur way.. Apparently, its ur own beach ball! Hahahaha... Good luck with that liverpoolians...

Haha... And ya, beloved Arsenal became stupid that they concede at the last minute.. Chibot.. Stupid! Haha.. Anyway, boi2 threaten me, hahaha.. Just becos i maki him, he brought a whole gang of nuts, with "batang" and then told me to come down... My dad report police.. Was questioned.. Hahaha.. Then police call boi2 came down, muke takot2, hahaha.. Darn.. Some nut came down too.. Haha.. Then apologize and stuffs.. Haha.. Mepek uh, skarang nak maen bola, uat baek, the girl lak, nak kenal2... Hello! Im att! Wati giler.. Iqbal and Faizaul mataer Ika? Haha.. Wat the hell sak... Tgh maen bola, u, u.. Bola luh.. CAM SIAK! Hahahaha.. Matrep and minarep tak menjadi.. Kesian seh..


Went jamming wit ETR.. Haha. It was fun, and then took couple of pics together.. And then went eunos play soccer wit akram and naz.. Woah, skaters maen bola uh.. Haha.. Mcm2 uh drng.. Then akram mengamok.. Hahaha.. Kecoh... Met bie too tad.. Haha. As usual, it was fun being wit her.. Teman her to library and watch a performance by her school.. Haha.. Kae luh, quite a day uh.. Hahaha.. And lastly,,,,

wanna wish my abang happy 24th birthday hor.. Good luck in ur life and may ur wishes come true, and Farrah isnt a bad choice after all.. Hehes... Bye ppl! LOVE YOU BIE! XOXO!

a simple guy, whom is loved by n loves his Kamilia..

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